the big red day

well this is for the all-red-lovey-dovey mood that's in the air in prepration for the big red valentines day, i dnt have anything against that particular day, i guess it's a good idea and occasion to show people how much u care, specially if ur not that expressive on normal occasions... yet i belive that people close to our hearts should be remembered everyday, and celebrated as much as we can..i dnt have many memories for that day... only one far bitter sweet memory, a fragment of a distant fairy tale that i dnt know for sure if i was lucky or down right unlucky to have lived it.. but i'd like to thank whoever made that memory all the same.. maybe one day i'll know for surethis song i post on that occasion is what i belive one of the very feeling-full songs ever... it always used to bring tears in my eyes as it about so much love yet so much pain, confusion, and desperation that only those who felt it can understand it's depth

"If You're Not The One"
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know what the future brings But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maime my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

danial bedding field - "if u're not the one"