so tired

i'm so tired of moving on,
so tired of being strong,
so tired if looking for you,
that someone i can call my home,

i'm so tired of making it on my own,
i wish i can just lay my head on your shoulder,
but i can never find you there,
you're always gone.

i'm so tired of this fake smile i wear,
this stone walls that grew so strong,
so tired of this cold void,
of you leaving the minute you strip my soul.

i'm so tired of these tears,
they don't mean anything for anyone anymore,
no matter how many pieces i break,
somehow it manages to ache even more.


>>> this just came off the top of my head just now... so please excuse that it's not pretty much balanced