let me be me

most if the time when we turn for advice, all we really need is someone to listen... and people don't get that all the time, u just open up the subject and all the theories and opinions flood in.. and u start thinking deep in the back of your head:
-u know what maybe i don't want the best thing there is, maybe i am satisfied with the 2nd , 3rd or even 4th best thing cause it's what makes me happy....
-i can be more forgiving than you are...
-this hurts more than u think ...
-u don't have the right to judge me ....
-this means a hell of alot more to me than that..
- i am not perfect ..
-i have the right to be weak sometimes, stupid someother times.. why don't u get it??.........

some people expect a certain degree of perfection from us, which can be flattering yet quite a burden sometimes......... cause at the end of the day, we are human, each one is moulded in a different way and no one has the right to judge that..... we have to accept our shortcomings and give ourselves a break to be mistaken, break down sometimes , and make those weird choices that might make us happy while no one else understands why...