dilemma

sometimes u stand beside urself and think.. wow, i sound so smart why can't i do that myself. we're always smarter in solving the problems that aren't ours, in seeing stuff that we're not involoved in...
all our feelings and emotions get in the way and we dnt think straight or lets call it logical, until we put them aside... yet we can't, and we don't, and u know what we shouldn't sometimes.. the logical solutions might be safer, but they dn't have the joy u find if ur feelings are fullfilled too.
it's the everlasting dilemma of the heart vs the mind as some people may call it.... knowing the right/ logical/ less painful thing to do and yet just being unable to do it.....

i hope it makes sense cause i haven't slept much and i am not making sense to me from the first place...lol