insomnia

2 days of spending the night at the hospital.. and another 2 days to go... i feel so wasted, it's not that i hate working, maybe if i felt that all that effort was of any help or use.. i would have been more accepting to that vampire life i am experiencing... lol, add to that more helpful co-workers.
i totally get the line edwart norton said at the begining of fight club... "when u haven't slept, everything feels like an out of body experience".. i am not a movie freak it's just i got my hands on the book and i'm half way through it..

i am not gng to share a piece of my mind today, and to make up for the missed blog from yesterday i'll leave u with one of my oldest favourites ever, i was listening to an old tape in my car last night and when it played i was like "yaaaaa long time no hear" it's by a band named fuel the song is " heamorrage" some anti-medical term people call it "in my hands"

Memories are just where you laid down

Dragging the waters til the depths give up their dead

What did you expect to find?

Was it something you left behind?

Don't you remember anything I said when I said,

[Chorus:]Don't fall away and leave me to myself

Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands,

in my hands again

And leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands

Love lies bleeding

Oh hold me now I feel contagious

Am I the only place that you've left to go?

She cries her life is like Some movie in black and white

Dead actors faking lines,

over and over and over again she cries

[Chorus]

And I watched as you turned away

You don't remember, but I do

You never even tried

Don't fall away and leave me to myself

Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands,in my hands again

Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again

Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again, oh