10 feet off the ground... and falling

how can you put me there and watch telling me how sorry you are?
how dare u make me live this dream and watch me run like crazy to catch it... and ask me to just pause everything and you'll be back..
i don't want to understand... i know you do... yet you just leave me in the dark one more time and ask ne to trust you
i hate the dark... i am sick of it and i am sick of chasing this dream hoping that you are dreaming it too.... i would fight all the odds to reach it and u can too... actually u care and u did but somehow u can put it on hold and that is just uncomprehendable to me... specially right now
i should be supportive... i should have some foresight
yet being a human, being a woman in love, having waited that long beats me.....
i feel like .... i dunno
but this is as close as it gets

"Apologize"~one republic ft. timbaland

[Verse 1]I'm holdin' on your rope,

Got me ten feet off the ground.

And I'm hearin' what you say,

But I just can't make a sound.

You tell me that you need me,

Then you go and cut me down...But wait...

You tell me that you're sorry,

Didn't think I'd turn around...And say...

[Chorus]That it's too late to apologize.

It's too late...I said it's too late to apologize.

It's too late.Yeah!

[Verse 2]I'd take another chance,

Take a fall, take a shot for you.

I need you like a heart needs a beat,

But it's nothin' new.

I loved you with a fire red,

Now it's turnin' blue...And you say...

Sorry, like an angel

Heaven let me think was you...But I'm afraid...

I'm holdin' on your rope,got me ten feet off the ground.