fading away

it fades..
all my worries and my thoughts when ur there,
i was never able to judge if its a good or a bad thing?
but for some weird reason everything is not the same... i am not the same around u
i have a zillion things to say... a million things i want to do
but i just sit there staring at u ... blank
trying to savour every moment cause i know that soon u will have to go... i don't want to disturb this moment and i dnt want to go back to face the demons all alone..
sometimes i wish if only u can stay
if only i can get the sun to shine on a rainy day