baby don't hurt me... no more

why is there a trend of judging how big a wrong is according to the general norm, if I say something hurts me i expect you to stop it, i would do the same... it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks how trivial or small or even stupid it is.. I judge it by the pain in causes me not how people view it full stop. and after a certain amount of that I would stop caring cause i can only take so much.... do you seriously have to take it all the way there? I am not scared if you ... I am scared of me not caring and you should be too cause at that point nothing matters

i do not have a title for this post i just need to rant ...
a lot has happened and happening all around, and somehow i am stuck... why ? i do not know, i am tied by my own thoughts, they are building a wall that is getting taller and thicker everyday separating me from everyone even myself which i do not recognize anymore... somehow by the time i finish tending to everything they picture to me as important there is not space for me anymore.......
i miss me... i can't go back to who i was and i am not satisfied with who i have become ...