i just read this quote off my bros' blog and u know what it's really touching and came right in time " another bend on the road is not the end of the road unless u fail to take a turn" .... very deep.. huh?!!
there are lots of turns coming up .. i just learnt that i have to go to fayoum for my taklif .. that means gng there for the nxt 6 mnoths to a year... that's very disturbing.. i know it's not because i am the spoilt urban brat that wont go to the more primitive or rural areas.. but come on .. it's another city and all alone for no productive reason.... i can quit and not go altogether, then what the hell will i do then?? pretty confusing ... cardiology?? well it's a safe option lots of people would help and i am sort of on track.... radology?? i sure damn like it, but when ? where ? how? i have no clue....... i hate not having a plan it's like jumping off a cliff in total darkness..
there are another personal turns too, am i like the fool like the saying goes "dng the same thing and expecting the same results" am i that weak infront of my own disires or am i in denial ?? i know i am not double faced so dnt judge me on what u see .. i am human trying to be perfect, trying to hold on to what's good yet i fail and ur not helping... god knows what the consequences might be, cause there will be conseqences, there always is...
am i risking the future for the present... i am wiser than that.. yet it all vanishes , just vanishes infront of you ..
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