...TrusT...

can sometimes kindness be mistaken for something else, like in trying to fake the image of the giver, or to be the greater, nicer or the gracious one... this is a weird thought that passed through my head and was brought back the other day.. it's weird how u can try to be nice, kind, and even helpful to some ppl and they just as they call it bite u back..
u were giving out of good intention, out of love of even just out of giving , but people just dnt get it , they speculate , second judge and reject ur efforts, i don't know is it becsuse they can't imagine the existance of goodness in this life anymore or is it that one can't actually percieve that is not within him ??!! or maybe some people can't accept what they can't return back...
anyways long after these situations are gone, the dust settled and the hurt of being mistrusted , and in a way rejected, and accused settles down, somehow their vision clears and they realise that this is a rare thing, they just didn't realise it back then, and try in a way to win it back...
are there second chances in the matter of trust? or is it like the saying goes "it takes years to build up trust and seconds to destroy it" so it's totally distroyed .. would u start over again? or should there be guaratees, as the saying goes easy comes easy goes, should u make it hard on them? can u ever gurantee that u should give someone 100% trust? it's pretty doubtful to me.. what sort of gurantees and how?
can one really forget the hurt caused by someone and pickup where they started??
i'd like to end up with the lyrics of the song that i was actually going to be my post for the day.. till i got this thought popping in

"In The End"
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I knowtime is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn't even know

Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside
and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time
when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme

To remind myself howI tried so hardI

n spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I'm surprised it got so (far)

Things aren't the way they were before

You wouldn't even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me

In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried

it all fell apart

What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time

when I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

linkin park - in the end