why do i ??

i can't blame you for hurting me no more if you hurt me once its your fault, if you hurt me twice its because i let you........... why do i let you????
and the little voice in my head goes "stuipd .. stupid .. stupid ... hurt ... hurt ... hurt"

Help, I have done it again

I have been here many times before

Hurt myself again today

And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

sia ~ Breathe me